Wednesday, October 3, 2012

I am ready to be healed

"Consider how you actions undermine what you value.  You can pray that the Lord will help you see yourself and your life as He sees it--with all your divine potential--and what you risk by continuing in your addiction."  This is what stood out for me tonight at I attended my first group meeting with the LDS Addiction Recovery Program.  I was finally able to see the "workaholic" tendency I have when I started school last week.  I believe this is one of the reasons God told me to go back to school so he could "show me my weakness" in order for HIm "turn it into my strength".  He's been showing me for years but I never recognized and I have given up and lost much from my stubbornness and pride.  Thank you, Lord.  I am now ready to allow you to help me heal.